only-by-night:

I´m so sick of it.

I´m sick of looking in the mirror and hating what I see.

I´m sick of lying.

I´m sick of hurting myself.

I´m sick of starving.

I´m sick of bingeing.

I´m sick of purging.

I´m sick of never being good enough.

I´m sick of pretending.

I´m sick of my thoughts.

I´m so sick of myself and what I´ve become.　

I´m sick of everything.

I´m done.

Nothing works.